“What we need to focus on,” Juniper forged ahead, her voice carrying that brittle edge of someone trying to maintain control by sheer force of will, “is making sure every class member understands how to present their experience. The systemic discrimination patterns are clear in the data. If we can just-”
The contractors’ radios
Perhaps I’ve bypassed the proper order here, she thought, her eyes tracking to where he’d disappeared before darting back to the papers. The admission felt like failure - but the alternative felt worse. But I definitely won’t be the first one to close contact. Not after…
She couldn’t even finish the thought. Last night replayed in fractured images - his hands, her surrender, the heat sensor alarm that should have been a warning they were both reading as comedy. Now standing at this professional distance felt like punishment for breaking rules she’d spent years perfecting.
Outside, the snow continued its relentless fall, each flake another piece of possibility drifting away. The maintenance crew’s torches flared above them, their heat failing to warm the chill that had settled in her chest. She felt cut apart, like one of those paper snowflakes children made - each slice of circumstance revealing a pattern she couldn’t predict, her only hope that something beautiful might emerge when she finally unfolded.